ha.. seem like veh long never blog liao.. firstly must thanks dose babes n dubes hu tagged.. thanks for yr concern n care..

hmm.. miss my two mischievous cousins sia.. though they veh disturbing n irritating sometime.. but i really miss their voice sia..

ytd maths paper was easy but the chem paper is killer.. i was stunned by the questions n i dun have enough time to finish the paper .. haix.. nevermind.. stil got paper 2 n 1.. i will work hard de!

my mum was veh angry wif mi.. she was very disappointed when i told her i nv finish de paper.. haix.. i am jus a normal gal.. not every thing also perfect de ma.. yeah.. nothing is perfect n i am not nothing k?

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i seriously need to tok to someone. any one willing to hear?

haix.. dad dun allow mi to stay overnite for e chalet. haix..

feeling so unwanted now..

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haix. my youngest uncle confirmed imprisoned le. i dun dare to ask my dad how long is his sentence. but i think is 6 yrs plus. also dunno wad offence he commited. jus noe dat he is quite notorious in my village. still rmb 1 yr during chinese new years celebratn. ppl rush into my ah ma's house to look for him. we were so scared that mum drived us to another place. he dun used to be like this. when i was born. he was onli ten plus year odd. he was e one hu bring mi to play every evening. n he is e onli uncle who can rmb my birthday every year.

my 3rd uncle is no better. cun believe he cheated my gandma's money.
my handphones n laptop were all from him. well. he seldom tok to mi but show his love by buying mi things that i need.

my ah ma is alone in malaysia now. all her sons disappointed her except my dad. i wish that my uncles wil reflect n turn over a new leaf.

okie.. enough bout these sad news. this year is not a gr8t year 4 ur family. fers i fail my 0's. den my uncles incidences. haix.. we shall hope for the better den.. oh. today gp paper i have nothing to commend. e essay i wrote was on environmental problems. haix. i hope i din write out of point. haix. good luck to myself for e rest of my promo..

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hee.. went to parkway ytd.. mama bought mi a veh big pig frm mini toons.. ha.. it is super cute k? but of cox not as cute s e orange thingy in wenqi phone.. ha..

mama sign up a new internet service.. unlimited use.. i am sooo happy..

oh.. my flu is getting worser.. my nose dou wanna drop le la.. poor mi..

tml is gp paper.. i hope e paper is not difficult.. haix.. good luck to myself n my class.. oh ya.. mi n mj going study in e national library on tues.. anyone wan to join us?

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HAPPIE BIRTHDAY MENGJIAT!!! ha.. stay cute n crazy..

STRESS stress n sttress..

ok.. ytd saw him holding another gal's hand.. i was firstly shock.. den veh sad.. chem lecture was not listening to anything.. but.. after much thinking.. i decide to forget it..

stay back 4 nite study wif mj, ratna, laogong, wenqi, sherry n sp ytd.. ha.. spend more time talking instead of studying lah.. dis promo can die liao..
me having bad flu again..
oh. i think my angel super nice.. always give mi swit swit stuff.. thanks angel.. whoever u r..

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this para is dedicated to lye yan see n sandhya..

lolx.. i am not a ghost.. n please dun always pinpoint mi.. my biscuit is nice k? ha.. n i din mean to 4get to bring tie too.. lolx..

okie.. today e whole day kena bully by lots of ppl.. ha.. dun wan sit bside me.. dun wan eat wid mi.. dun wan go toilet wif mi.. dun wan EAT MY MENTOS.. lolx.. yan see rather eat sheng ping's one.. n mj.. pls dun poke my nose le.. veh fragile de leh.. ha..

ehx.. bio test.. mrs ng said a lot ppl got zero.. haix.. got to be one of them..

hm.. vector's obt got 3.5.. fers time fail my maths obt lo.. see i am getting stupier.. haix.. tml staying 4 nite study tml wif my lao gong n mj.. exciting sia..

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today bio test was horrible.. ten mins is not enough la.. n hor.. wadeva i studied by hard din come out.. that's a bit sad.. ha..

saw my ec during break.. even ravleen said i got good taste.. n sandhya.. pls dun get more excited den i am when u see my ec.. lolx..

i wish i am not in the honour roll..
e moment i start to say i am scared of promo n i feel that i am getting stupier.. ppl will say, ' if u r stupid. den wad am i?' is liked.. i have noone to tok liao.. cause e moment i speak.. dey will shut me up with this line.. but.. in real fact.. i am really scared la.. esp when ppl around me r so hardworking.. somemore still got O's.. haix.. e pressure on mi is no lesser than anyone k? i jus wanna a shoulder to lie on when i am tired.. n someone to listen to my woes.. is dat too much to ask for? maybe.. haix..

n am i a bad bio rep? seems liked i am one.. i dunnoe when got xtra lesson.. dunno where is e venue.. n dunnoe need to bring tys not.. blur until can print the wrong stuff for class.. everything also dunnoe.. haix.. sorrie if i did not do a gud job.. realli sorry ya..

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me in library now with sandhya.. studyin for bio test tml.. haix.. my life is sho boring..

ytd was my dad's bufday.. so we went for a buffet in Khali Khan Mongolian Bar b q.. e food are super delicious.. ha.. my cousin eat until she vomited .. lolx.. poor gal.. yah.. get to watch those chef perform e traditional way of cooking those meat.. is so not fair.. we din get to see performances until a group korean tourists came for their dinner.. ya.. afterthat.. went ps to shop.. got some memory there wid him.. so is a bit sad..

hm.. recommend a korean series.. GONG.. super nice.. Xing is sho handsome lah.. so ytd when those tourists wok past.. mum n my aunty were liked trying o spot some handsome guy from them.. unfortunately.. there are none.. ha.. both of them were quite disappointed lah.. lolx.. if got chance go watch GONG k? definitely worth it de..

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hmm.. i am sick again.. it seem like i am always sick at weekend.. poor mi..

ytd.. stay back to study wif my dear lao gong.. lolx.. mj.. jealous ma? ha.. i think is quite effective cox i nearly finish graphing techniques..

today went for xtra lesson for chem.. is nice of mr tan to come on sat jus to teach us.. i still dun understand electro potential n electrolysis.. haix.. i cun blief ppl actually finish revising for chem lo.. anyone available.. pls help mi.. haix

oh ya.. women are not useless k? huever hu said that u noe hu u r.. lolx..

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hm.. today make sheng ping angry.. sorry ya..

actualli wanted to stay back 4 nite study de.. feel bad to stick around wid mj n her twin so decide to stay tml with my hubby.. got back my econs test.. 9 ou of 25.. my goodness.. a bit disappointing lo.. haix.. mus buck up le.. left onli 11 days.. my god.. still got lots of things never revise.. haix..

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haix. super sad. no mood to study.

****** told people i am possessive (er.. think i spelt wrongly.. something like put too much control over some one) n he is happy dat me leave athan.. cause athan suffer 4 e past 2 yrs. wow. so wei da right. happy for yr best fren broke up wid his stead. ha.

if i am wad he said. i wun mind n bother. but. i am not.

n i did e stupiest stuff.. i actualli ask athan am i possessive. he said no.. n tell mi to dun take it to hrt.. ha.. dats all he said. i feel so stupid now.

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hm.. feel so stress now.. guess wad.. promo left 15 days le.. suddenly realised a lot ppl start 2 be hardworking le.. ppl liked my bro.. he said he's not going to touch his com till exam over.. today shall be e fers day of his mugging.. my goodness..

wed n friday still got guzheng.. haix.. promo coming leh.. still got time to play n enjoy cca.. ha.. there goes my promo lo..

anyway.. is hard to spot my ec nowaday.. cause he cut his hair.. so unlike him u see.. ha..

got to go study le.. if not.. ma ma will start to nag le..
missing u always..

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ha.. tml school reopens.. dat means i can see my ec again.. lolx..
i realise i wasted my one week.. did nothing much lo.. haix.. my holiday homework haven finish.. esp my bio..
hm.. my grandma coming to visit us soon.. so exciting.. i miss her lots lots.. think e last time i met her was during april..

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haix. mi not feeling well now. super sick. msg half way den nv reply mi le. dts very sad. haix.

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ha.. today i went bugis again.. lolx..

my mum bought clinique products for more den 150 bucks.. lolx.. so i get to make over myself.. ha.. put make up.. style my hair.. super dun like mi la.. ha.. nxt time got chance den i will post my photo.. n i think i look quite chubby.. ha..

went home onli at 4 plus.. din study much la.. lolx.. my promo can die liao.. ha.. ok.. jia you to myself..

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oh.. forget to congrats sandhya.. well.. gal.. i am sho proud of you.. miss ya lots lots..

hm.. i having flu n cough now.. poor me.. where's my angel?

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Happie Birthday yossy! muah ha ha.. stay happy n funky!

hm.. got lots of things to blog..

went shopping for two days in a row.. is like a marathon..

on tues.. went bugis wif mum n aunt.. both of them are super high n kip pulling mi to go wif dem.. so i went.. after liked 6 hours of walking.. dey are still not tired.. i was liked exhausted n bored lah.. so whereever we went.. i wld go n find seat while e two of dem continues to shop.. something mus be wrong wif mi.. how can i feel so tired easily when i love to shop.. ha.. i still dunno wad happen.. when we reach home at bou 9 plus.. i was super sick la.. tot i got a fever but is onli 36.8.. so i am OK!

ytd.. we went orchard.. my mum n aunt are so in love wif e new bags from LV.. so dey bought one each.. one for thousand bucks.. expensive but e material is really gud.. oh. went chanel too.. ha.. my shop.. lurve e bags there.. but ma ma say i too young to get branded goods.. fine lo..
ha.. ytd coincidently there is a lion dance competition in Ngee ann city.. so we go n take a lot.. e performances are excellent unfortunately.. some fell down.. hmm.. saw a lot of pretty girls there.. really darm chio la.. my didi cun stop eyeing them la.. went dinner at crystal jade.. gosh.. e soft crabs are super salty..

today got xtra lesson for gp.. my ec cut his hair.. but still look super cute! somemore he sat behind mi la.. ha.. should have turn back n say hi.. lolx..

oh.. yah.. noe something i shouldn't noe too.. if i dunnoe anything.. i maybe a lot happier liao.. haix

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Happy birthday yan see!! may happiness surround u always!

ha. this morning got xtra lessons.. realise my life is pretty boring.. oh ya.. mrs ng actually looks at ur blog.. nxt time mus be really careful liao.. ha..

hm.. my angel gave me pokky.. so sweet of her..

i got a little wish..
to find e person hu will pull mi out of dis stupid life..
i wan a opportunity to love someone..
and someone to love mi..
i only want someone hu really care for mi..
is that simple..

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haix. jus return home. so tiring.

dis morning went to sch for xtra chem lesson.. tot start at 9. unfortuantely actually start at 10 loh.. hav to sit alone doing my maths tutorial. n for e whole one hr. i onli did 2 qns..

after dat hav lunch w qinlei wenqi n ivan..
went 2 bishan library. e boooks are sho new n clean. e environment is veh neat n nice. there r little holes around e library where ppl can sit within n do their own stuffs..

oh.jus return home from library near my house. i went all e way to photocopy e 52 pages bio notes for my beloved classmates. so nice of me hor?.. lolx.. dat's wad a bio rep shld do ma..

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