xiii: you said move on (where do i go)

title: .duh.
date: Sunday, October 31, 2010
time:8:38 PM

bf FINALLY companied me back hall (:

for the 1st time since school started.

we had dinner at canteen, and he was complaining how cui the food has become.

feel so back to the time when he was still staying in hall.

as I always said, hall-couple is really abnormal.

I miss him so much when his not around. (L)

n we postponed his bday's celebration AGAIN ):

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title: 寬恕
date:
time:2:36 PM

你的眼淚讓我無助　你懂不懂我為愛忍辱　

努力學習寬恕原諒那錯誤

不甘我們的愛死在半途
　
聽見你的心還在哭遺忘不及痛蔓延速度　

希望你能覺悟我真的領悟

傷口慢慢癒合　再被愛包覆

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title: .i.miss.u.Friday.
date: Friday, October 29, 2010
time:2:48 PM

stayed over in hall.

2nd cheer leading practise ytd.

tot my muscle can no longer tahan the training.

but surprisingly din really feel the ache during the session.

more more stretching to make me more flexi!

need to practice more of the backward roll.

and it's nice to have BIMBO with me(:

the aces ppl showed us some partner stunts. so COOL!

very motivated to achieve that standard too.

but 1st! i need to slim down ):

加油 team XaVers!

lunch with the hallie girls just now. (:

gossip! *

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title: .1st.cheer.training.
date: Thursday, October 28, 2010
time:12:36 AM

i just have to blog now!

even though i have tons of things too.

(while I am typing, my fingers also trembling.) ):

first of all, the toughest training i ever had.

i am a rather weak person,not physically strong in other words

it was very very very tiring for me.

foresee muscleache tml ):

3 full hours.

all the way from warm up, PT, wall training, stunts.

just so WOW!

(: i see our team going further this time.

training will be twice a week.

): i don't know if i can manage my school work or not,

but shall give it a try.

we've got new coaches. both from ACES.

and BOO. for the past 2 years, i have been locking the wrong ways?!

*gosh* i really need to slim down liao!

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title: .never.will.i.do.it.again.
date: Wednesday, October 27, 2010
time:9:12 AM

training tonight.

*stress*

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title: .its that SIMPLE.
date: Monday, October 25, 2010
time:1:18 AM

one of the most happiest thing on earth?

it's when you know that you are in love with

someone who is more in love with you. (:

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title: 伟大的你还想我怎样
date: Sunday, October 24, 2010
time:11:28 AM

k with the princesses on Friday(:

n so coincidently met some of the hallies there.

n BF's finally coming back TONIGHT! (: (: (:

思念太猖狂一个冷不防
一想起你忙碌的生活变得空荡荡
对心事说谎把你想到多么的不堪
伟大的你还想我怎样

你也太猖狂一个冷不防
睡到一半才觉醒疗伤先要哭一场
对世界说谎只把自己哄骗得更惨
想得到释放只有投降
想得到释放只有投降

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title: .mkday.
date: Saturday, October 23, 2010
time:10:21 PM

no mood no mood.

totally no mood to do anything. ):

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title: start.of.recess.week.
date: Friday, October 22, 2010
time:10:09 AM

yup. it's FINALLY over :D

went to mj's house ytd night and we had the cheesy7 pizza.

very simple and short meet up

where we just eat, chat, and watch 爱.

going k @ teoheng later with the princesses. (:

on a random note, i need new spec soon.

how to do lasik when the degree keeps increasing ):

.zero(L).friday.

有时候,我真的觉得很不公平.

I should be relieved that things are coming to an end.

但为什么我会觉得那么不舍...

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title: 5.hrs.to.final.888.post
date: Thursday, October 21, 2010
time:7:55 AM

ohwell.

听天由命

BTW(: THANKS FOR ALL THE WISHES.

felt so blessed and fortunate. THANKEW :D

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title: .1.5day.to.final.
date: Wednesday, October 20, 2010
time:10:30 AM

back in hall.

STEADY liao. tmr is the BIG day.

n stupid haze.

make me feel sick the day before my paper. ):

anw, went SWEETS ( Japanese dessert buffet) at bugis with bf.

finally get to try it.

dinner time of 80 minutes.

and we only spent half the time eating.

sugar rush sia*

personally feel that all was too sweet for me.

the crepes were fine though. (:

hope you enjoyed yrself ytd.

i promise we'll have a proper celebration next week.

敬请期待吧!

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because

I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

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title: .2.5.days.to.final.
date: Tuesday, October 19, 2010
time:9:37 AM

1st of all
HAPPY 23RD TO MY DUMB DUMB BF(:

*childish poke* even if the whole world forgets bout u, bout yr birthday,
i will still rmb and wld want to give u a memorable one.
so pls look forward to the pre-celeb and the coming celebration! (L)

and ohh. FML. I am left with 2.5 days.
): why do i feel so insecure even though i have already gone through the entire book.
probably because luck for exam has nv been good since i enter uni.
):

oh well, to all my bms friends and those mugging really hard this recess week: 加油!

不管順流或逆流妳總必抬起頭
讓我們一起走走過艱難和困惑

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title: .3.5days.to.final.
date: Monday, October 18, 2010
time:8:57 AM

sugar coated chocolate.
too sweet for me to even put it n my mouth

evil thoughts running through my mind.
n i can't believe i actually thought of all these.

and my memory's failing me.

我心要换你的
真的不行那么
只得放了

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title: 4.5 days.to.final.
date: Sunday, October 17, 2010
time:10:09 AM

猜不透　相處會比分開　還寂寞

　兩個人都只是得過　且過

　無法感受每次觸摸　是真的　是熱的

如果　忽遠忽近的灑脫　是你要的自由

　那我　寧願回到一個人生活

如果　忽冷忽熱的溫柔　是你的藉口

　那我　寧願對你從沒　認真過

went T3 with bf to mug
560 days ago, he popped the qns there.
so much have changed since then.
(:

btw, i regretted cutting my fringe. ):

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title: .start.of.recess.week.
date: Saturday, October 16, 2010
time:10:35 AM

CRABBY AFFAIRS.

You know that place betwen sleep and awake?
That place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I'll always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting.

http://www.rnbxbeatz.com/page/3/

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title: .放心.我还会.好好的过.
date: Wednesday, October 13, 2010
time:6:14 PM

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂

可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受

噢爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落

或许我永远都看不透

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂

伤心快乐在回忆中反复的交错

噢爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落

可惜你永远都不会懂

放心我还会好好的过

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title: .just.another.post.
date: Tuesday, October 12, 2010
time:9:21 PM

awesome cake from awfullychocolate from angel tricia(:

thanks babe! (L)

1st time for me and i had already fallen in love with it.

CHANEL SIEW is tired of waiting and waiting...

Pencil: I'm sorry
Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)

I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.

This is to all the parents out there...

i thank my daddy and mummy for that,

and i hope i can do the same for my kids(:

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title: .555.
date:
time:7:49 AM

我看清楚了,事情就没想象中难过

wasn't feeling good ytd.

didn't know i was that tired.

n kinda of fell asleep immediately after i tucked myself in my soft and comfy bed.

so sorry to the sms that i fail to reply. ):

n OHOH is Tuesday already(:

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title: .simple.as.that.
date: Monday, October 11, 2010
time:12:07 AM

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title: perfect 10(:
date: Sunday, October 10, 2010
time:7:56 PM

10.10.10

'oh well. I missed this auspicious date to get married.

shall wait for 12.12.12 den(: '

伤寒 FINALS IN 11.11.11 DAYS.

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title: .girlfriendspower.
date: Friday, October 08, 2010
time:11:10 PM

sometimes when i say "im okay" i want someone to look me in the eyes,hug me tight,and say "i know...

meet up with the girls (:

haven see Michelle for SOoooo long.

glad that we managed to meet up and chill.

lets meet up more often k?

went running with Aein the night before

gossiped while running(:

nv knew that we can also do it.

i am tired of organising meetups.

anyone please take over? :D

FRI:LICK.A.PINCH.OF.SALT

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title: .girlfriends.
date: Tuesday, October 05, 2010
time:7:44 AM

went THE MUSSELS GUYS with girls(:

even though it was way inconvenient to travel there.

next time choose some where in the middle k?

anyway. to dearest laopo: glad that you know what you want this time(:

LOVE HARD! (L)

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title: .dilemma.
date: Sunday, October 03, 2010
time:2:01 PM

went 'MK de talk' this morning,

very very reluctant to wake up.

rather ironic that the prof actually used western medicine theories to explain everything.

there's zero information on how TCM can be related to kidney problems.

O.o

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title: .FRIESday.
date: Friday, October 01, 2010
time:10:26 PM

LERKthai with bf.

personally think that they have the best tom yam in town (L)

two days after the paper,

and i still don't have the mood to start the mugging.

there's lots of things to be done for this coming October

wish me luck.

HAPPY CHILDREN' DAY TO ALL (:

which also means 21 days to final paper ):

.e.c.p.

Aston today.

had grilled chicken with hickory sauce.

perfect match.

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful, it makes you wanna cry

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