xiii: you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Thursday, November 30, 2006
time:9:42 PM

jus went home from guzheng's bbq

ha. have lots of fun preparing the food.
and eat uncooked food.
LOL.
imagine a bbq with only 8 ppls. 5 juniors and only 3 seniors.
furthermore. is a farewell party.
we should have spend the money wiser.
like going somewhere for dinner.
instead of spending so much time to prepare uncooked food.
I love ECP.
i love the smell of the sea.
and the way the wind blows.
i lost something inorder to earn other stuffs.
sometimes i wonder if that worth it.
haix.
my senior actually asks me: chanel? hu fetching u tonight arh?
n ended with a cheeky smile.
i noe wad she meant
but really veh tired and lazy to explain.
i jus smile back.
felt like a complete idiot.
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date: Tuesday, November 28, 2006
time:9:28 PM

went with weiting n sokhan to do e CIP.
had to wear the red apron and ring th bronze bell.
is a bit tiring.
n singaporeans dun really wan 2 stop their pace to make donations.
most were from the foreigners.
anyway.
saw noone from nanyang.
except MR TAN.
woohoo. i was jumping when he came forward to donate cox i was sho shock to see him.
ting n sh tot i crazy liao.
LOL.
n saw his girl too.
wao. mr tan got gud taste.
dey looked so lovely together.
Haha.

after that. we went shop shop.
bought rings for me n weiting.
to my dearest wt: i am not interested in you loh! LOL.

i am sho tired after the 4 hours CIP works. haix

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date: Monday, November 27, 2006
time:9:24 PM

went back to cc in e afternoon.
i miss my classroom n e huge lake.
miss the guides activities in the concourse.
miss the canteen we used have our break =p

these few days rot at home.
i am sho bored.
n broken record le.
3 whole days no contact wif other ppl.
my world revolves aound me, me n me. haix.

nevermind.
me n weiting looking for children home or old folks home which we can provide our help.
ha.

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date: Saturday, November 25, 2006
time:8:58 AM

ytd was a busy busy day.

went weiting house's before guzheng practice.
ha. unbelievable. had to wait 30 mins for the bus.
i tot i wld get lose.
but thank god. i found my way. ha.
weiting's house is indeed clean n neat.
lolx. had girl's talk n really lots of fun.
nxt time e 6 of us shld get together.
i miss all of you lots lots.
oh ya. weiting n i wld be doing CIP in Far East.
so guys.
if u happen to see this entry.
n happen to be in town.
n happen to be in far East.
n happen to see two girls wearing an apron n ringing a bell
pls pop by n donate a few cents to the needies.
yr help wld b very appreciated.
LOL.

rushed to guzheng practice.
jus 2 find out dat e teacher wld not be here.
so e 3 hr practices turn out to be one hour.
n e rest of e time. we were busy chatting.
LOL.

went to e concert ' garden in my hrt ' in e indoor stadium.
mus thank yvonne's mum to fetch us there.
we spent one hour siting at the 7/11 cause we were veh punctual.
den something horrible happen.
my pimple burst n started to bleed.
NON-STOP
i got a scare of my life.
esp with yvonne n Qinlei bside me telling me: haiyo chanel. u got low plaletes.
used lots n lots of tissue. n it actually continue for 45 mins.
back to e dance performance.
though i dun really understand e story behind the dance steps.
i enjoy their wonderful performance.
i tot e dancers coordinate veh veh well.
ha.
used to have a dream to be dancer.
but after ytd's performance.
i dun think i hav e ability to be one.
each step they took was strong yet graceful.
they actually dance for 1hr 30 mins.
mus say dey got really good stamina.

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date: Thursday, November 23, 2006
time:9:41 PM

is been sho long since i blogged.
well. i was pretty busy.
or rather. i was lazy lah. LOL.
my grandma n grandpa came singapore for holiday.
so all day round.
there were relatives visiting my house.
so dere i was.
busy entertaining them.
tml got guzheng practice and the dance concert in e indoor stadium.

jus watched a korean drama known as LU LU GONG ZHU
is SUPER nice.

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date: Monday, November 20, 2006
time:4:55 PM

this is from weiting, my dear dear friend.

1. Single, taken or crushing?
er. i enjoy singlehood!

2. Are you happy with your life now?
definitely!

3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him/her fast?
not much experience. not veh sure. haha.

4. Have you ever been heart broken?
unfortunately yes.

5. Do you believe that there are some circumstances, where cheating love is acceptable?
NO!

6. Would you take someone back even if he/she cheats on you?
no idea. mus see my mood.

7. Have you talked about marriage to someone else before?
yeah. gee.

8. Do you want children?
yaya. ha.

9. How many?
e more e merrier.

10. Would you consider adoption?
ya. unless i cun hav my own kids.

11. If someone likes you now, what do you think is the best way for him/her to let you know his/her feelings?
er. through sms or phone call? dunnoe lah.

12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
yesh. ha. e fun is there.

13. Do you believe in love at first sight?
No ba.

14. Do you believe you can change someone?
i have no such power.

15. If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
under the sea?

16. Do you give in easily when fighting?
yes n yes n yes.

17. Do you have feelings for anyone now?
ha. nope.

18. Do you ever wish that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
er. dun think so.

19. Have you ever broken a heart?
dun think so. lol.

20. If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy/girl you are deeply in love with, what will you do?
give in lah. no use fighting over it le.

21. Are you missing anyone right now?
yeah.

22. Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.
Sherry, mengjiat, Xiuling, Suhaimi.

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date:
time:3:22 PM

Happy belated birthday to jac n raja. ha. stay pretty n cute yeah!

went swimming ytd. is been so long since i stepped into a pool.
e water was freezingly cool at nite.
ha. i used all my energy to swim.
wishing dat i might jus wash away all my problems.
haix. but it din work.

i hav a new name: BOBO
i wondered why my cousin calls me that.
but i dun mind.
sounds nice ma.

gee. listening to LAO SHU AI DA MI now.
feel a bit weird weird de.
esp my cousin bside me hu is trying to sing that song.
lol. to speak the fact.
she dun sound like singing.
instead she was shouting n screaming.
haha.
she is sho sho sho cute!

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date: Friday, November 17, 2006
time:10:13 PM

Happy Birthday Suhaimi!!!
May happiness surround you always!

Today is the Official Last day for school.
i was trying all my means to 4get bout my EC.
but it wasn't successful.
anyway.
we celebrated the november babies birthday!
woohooo.
is bin so long since we celebrate someone birthday.
once again. Happy Birthday!

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title: feeling down~~~
date: Tuesday, November 14, 2006
time:6:55 PM

为什么把我当成陌生人？
要我从别人的口中知道你的事。。。
都已经五个月了。
难道在你的眼里我是那么的不重要。
为你流的眼泪已经够多了。
我不想哭。
但我仍为你伤心。
若你不想让我知道。
那我就假装什么都不知道。

morning.
i was sitting wif wenqi in the canteen.
then.
my ec came n sat opposite to me.
wah.
i was so shocked dat i kip looking at opposite direction.

any.
maths lesson was ok.
though integration is rather tedious.

went stir's house after that.
chat alot.
den went bugis.
ate MOS.
went bras.
hahaha.
hunt around e place for someone's bidae gift.
lol. found something realli realli realli nice.
wahaha.

i think i am mad.
really.
i dun understand why he kip such important thing from me.
well. maybe.
in his mind.
i am so not not not important.
i wondered if he dunwant to tell me.
or he dun bother to tell me.

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title: Op~~~
date: Monday, November 13, 2006
time:3:51 PM

Hurray!!!
PW finally over le.
i think ur grp did quite well.
but guess not for me.
i finished my presentation b4 4mins n 30s.
n i shoot rubbish during my QnA.
i tried to stay confident.
but can see my hands were trembling.
so well.
today can actually consider the last PW meeting.
i will miss u guys.
Ratna, Raja n Mervis.
oh ya.
Sandhya, wenqi, suhaimi, xiuling, SP, Jac n my EC
thanks 4 luck which u all gave mi.

wt n stir going east coast roller blade.
haix.
i wanted so much to join dem.
but my mum insisted mi to stay at home cox i jus recovered.
hello?
i dun melt in hot sun. anyway. today is a rainy day.

the night b4 ytd.
my dad actually gave us a tour along the Orchard rd.
cox he tot e christmas deco would be up by den.
but when we reached there.
i can onli see lights lights n lights.
LOL.
should hav taped down the disappointment on my dad's face.
he was quite upset u see?

dis yr christmas.
wan 2 do something diff.
celebrate with special someone.
for e past 16 yrs.
i have been celebrating wif my dearest family.
dis year shall be diff.
woohoo~~~

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title: exciting~~~
date: Sunday, November 12, 2006
time:9:09 PM

woohoo.
my ec actually massaged me to wish me good luck for OP tml.
wah. i am shocked.
cun believe that.
chatted wif him 4 a while.
e way he sms is SO SO SO cute.
ok. enough of ec.
anyway.
tml is my OP.
jiayou to me, mervis, raja n ratna.

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title: sickly me~~~
date: Saturday, November 11, 2006
time:11:17 AM

i am sick.
i hate to be sick.
esp no one beside you.
i shouldn't have gone to the polyclinic n wasted my two hours queuing up.
n guess wad.
i was allergic to those medicine which the doctor prescribed.
so in one hour time after i consumed my medicine.
my meat around my two eyes began to swell.
it swell until the extend when my mum din even know whether i was opening my eyes or closing my eyes.
OP on monday.
i pray hard that my eyes will get better by then.
cun imaging shutting my eyes while presenting.
even the cheek cells in my mouth are swelling.
ok. so my face probably looked like a huge balloon.
haix.
i am a balloon.

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title: O'level English~~~
date: Wednesday, November 08, 2006
time:6:55 PM

hurray!!! my paper finally over le.
ha. this morning. when i was in the bus stop, i saw a blind old lady. so i guess i was pretty nice to guide her to the bus. ha. so much so for my pretty day. lol.
but den.
when i went to e GO to ask about my exam venue.
guess wad that man said
' you should know it better loh'. i was liked stun+angry.
hello? is not written on the entry proof k?
fine. i decided to cool down n went for my exam.
e invigilator is late. ha.
so i did paper one in the cold cold room.
i was freezing and keep rubbing my hands.
the noise den disturbed SP, who was unfortuately, sitting next to mi. wahaha. sorry wor.
out of the 5 qns. theres onli one narrative qn. one word topic n 3 sort of argumentative qns. wahlao. no choice lah. Q1: write about a time when you are late for a meeting/event which results in horrible situation
i tot e section 2 for e paper was quite easy. write a report to your principal about wad to do inorder to attract the primary school student. somthing like dese.
paper two was rather difficult lah.
passage was easy to understand. but den. e qns were quit tedious.

now i would like to thank these peeps who made a point to wish me good luck.
Miss Peh, xiuling, sherry, Sheng Ping, YanSee, Qinlei, ChiatYin, Jon, Sandhya,Raja n shameera.
ha. so nice of you all to msg me.
thanks alot.
my ec looked quite sad after his exam.
so i msg him to cheer him up.
unexpectedly.
he actually replied.
wahhaha.

jus returned from parkway parade with my mama n aunt.
they wanted me to relax after today exam.
cox they heard from my beloved didi that i actually woke up and spoke to myself last night.
LOL.
so they were pretty worried that their girl here was going crazy.
today was the fers time i used my ATM card after having it for more than 2 years.
ha.
after i key in the password, i was supposed to press "enter" right?
but my finger kept pressing the "clear" button which i didn't notice.
so i was pretty puzzelled when it keep returning to the original slide.
ha. after i key in my passwords thrice.
den i realised my stupid mistake.
i felt sho stupid.
i wan play pool!!!!

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title: i am scared~~~
date: Tuesday, November 07, 2006
time:10:00 PM

tml will be e O'level english exam
i am scared
already tried my best
hope i can make it

anyway. i wan go out.
anyone free?
haha.
jus feel like spending money.

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date: Monday, November 06, 2006
time:10:08 PM

2 more days to O'level english

i am so scare now

wad if i fail again

everyone will be disppoint with me

esp. myself

haix

if i fail again

i will go poly

i cun imagine e look on my parent

they will be so so so sad

why am i such a failure?

or rather

why mus i mus b treated this way

2006 isn't a gud year for me

i wish for 2007

nothing else

maybe u

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date: Saturday, November 04, 2006
time:3:43 PM

i don't know when it all started

when my head became dizzy with thoughts of you

these thoughts would often pop up in my mind

i feel anxious as my heart expands towards you

translation from perhaps love

haha. i no longer look forward being loved le. but well. i shall shared my love with the friends around mi. love ya lots lots.

hm. pw is coming to an end. 13th november.jus want to say i love my pw mates! woohoo. i will miss e days we spent together rushing through our deadlines. yeah. n raja. i dun wish our conversation to limit to answers n questions section. LOL.

actually wanted to work in this hols de.

den i realised my hols pretty packed.

guzheng practise almost twice a week until the week b4 christmas.

den 24 of nov got the concert.

25 of nov. my relative's wedding.

30 of nov. guzheng bbq in east coast i guess.

13-15. the pharmacy camp

ha. actually not veh packed lah.

but i wan to make time to go out mah.

ha. i am going to enjoy my hols!!!!

n looking forward to christmas.

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date: Friday, November 03, 2006
time:8:22 PM

BIG NEWS~~~
LAO LAO is in guzheng now. wah. i was sho sho shocked when i saw him siting in the gz room lah. n hor. he learn gz veh long le leh. n he veh pro at it. haha.

n i find e gz teacher super humour. he said "dgg"
ok.
guess wads that
is "dan gu gu". wah lao. i was lamed by him lah.
i bet no one can beat his 'coldness'

went back to school for O's consultation. next week leh. i am so nervous now. haix. wad if i flunked again. den u all wun c me again nxt yr le. congrats den.

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