终于搬回家了..

我想我会超想念宿舍

这一年我真的过的很多姿多彩

记得一开始参加hall 15 FOC 的时候

没想到camp可以那么好玩

曾想过我要怎么习惯没有父母和弟弟的日子

结果我竟然能那么喜欢hall life.

可怜我的roomie cum athar san cum mengjiat

谢谢你忍受了一年的我 (:

如果明年还能住，我们再续缘吧！

后来开始上课

认识了几个志同道合的朋友

将来到北京，我们可要好好相处wor~

说到这些朋友不得不佩服他们又聪明又会玩

我们总是结队去排学校分派的免费产品

因为你们我有数不完的goodiebags!

也因为一时好玩，我参加了sing n strum subcom

认识了hanming, xiao xian xian, michelle..

整体酸我，却非常照顾我的一堆人

也进一步认识了我的dear- xy (:

应该说是在cheerleading 的时候认识的

这位小姐不但长得人美

唱歌还会迷死人wor~

我当场要定了她！爱你！

没想到自己可以成为cheerleader

那段练习的日子相当辛苦

因为是flyer,压力特大

不希望让任何人失望

可是和大家同甘共苦的日子我永远都不想忘记

尤其是我的base

你们的鼓励正是我所非常需要的

特别是72的cheerleaders(:

谢谢你们.

说到72，我真的很庆幸当时的选择

大家就像一家人一样

生活在一个屋檐下

一起吃饭，一起打闹，一起过生日

不亏是on-est blk!

在这个blk认识了几位我永远都不会忘记的人

好像就JAMES 一直很照顾我的学长

我的一堆好姐妹-sp, xxx,michelle,eve,willy

还有kenneth, rj papa(:

谢谢你们一年来的关心与照顾

keke.当然不能忘了kc. <3

这个人可了不起了

他让我知道幸福的定义(:

爱一个人也能那么简单！

jiahui!! 怎么能忘记你呢？

我倾诉的对象，有时虽然直接，也好因为能把我敲醒！

sp papa, yansee n cheryl(:

也谢谢你们能接受我这个怪胚

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wad are friends for?
being there n support whatever you do?
or?
want the best for you?

darm!
stil got 20 pages to go
n i am here blogging.
lolx.
its funny to see daddy mugging next to me for his exam next week.
my daddy is taking paper next week
like WOW!

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i'm glad to find you in my life~

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my 460th post:

等到失去了才后悔，

一切都已经太迟了。

所以大家都该珍惜眼前的人

勇敢说爱(:

这句话老套得不得了

但是老套归老套

要做到并不容易

可是只要能做到

幸福就在你手里

我想

这就是我和kc发展那么快的原因

知道不握紧的幸福

会自己溜走...

昨晚超坦然地告诉kc

我爱他，可是 kenneth 确实在我心里占有一个位子

我会告诉他

是因为我觉得这样对kc不公平

我以为这次完了

没想到kc actualli ended with: i really believe that time can change everyhing :) so lets juz work on our dear relationship k :)

(:(:(:

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JJ Lin - Baby Baby Lyric

andy 耍无聊泡网咖
jj 装犹豫像傻瓜
xx 你背后是你爸
buddy 谁有本事把到校花
尴尬前女友变你阿娜达
jj 陪着你喝到挂
xx 女孩们太伟大
什么都不怕只要我长大哦
快乐时候闹闹难过时候抱抱
认真时你不要来吵
从我们小小直到我们老老
玩伴伙伴就一些活宝

baby baby 将来我们都是
某个女孩唯一依靠
oh～ oh～有阳光的味道
baby baby 同样一种调调
一个暗号同类才收到
oh～ oh～碰肩膀的微笑

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finally went home after more than one week stay in hall

daddy parked his lorry along the road side
while he went to collect some stuffs from his friend.
as the cars n bikes rode past me.
i got a pretty scary thought:
i wish the speeding car wld crash into me
my daddy wld return seeing me bleeding non stop
badly squashed under the out-of-shape lorry
i will be rush to the hospital
n no one other than my family wld know about this freak accident
i might slip into coma n never wake up again
wld anyone cry for me?
wld anyone notice me?
my roomie might, cause i wld never be back in my room
maybe he wld, cause i wld not reply his msg
isn't it scary to think of all this?
n the entire thing just flash through my mind while i was alone

am i going crazy?

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好热~
现在人在hall 的 study room 读书.
这整个星期过得超充实 :)
muggin 也可以那么有趣
hall 挺冷清的
大部分人都回家了
有些则选择到学校mug- mug 仙
大家要努力奋斗! 加油加油!

刚刚过了一个星期
说实话,感觉在一起超久了
或许,在他面前
我能作我自己
不必掩饰什么
也很庆幸galfriends 们对他的影像不错
弟弟更是喜欢他
我不否认
事情发展地像expressway
或许有人会认为来得快去得也快
我选择另一种想法
来得快,到达幸福之站也会快报:)
超贴心的他,
到目前为止确实没让我有机会在鸡蛋里挑骨头
7朵玫瑰代表七天的幸福
这是我们自己想的花的密语

笨笨问过我他是否很没有用
如果真的要讲没用
那个人应该是我
感情是需要双方面的付出
:) 所以我会更努力的

对于身边的朋友,
谢谢你们的嘱咐和祝福
不管你们有没有看好
我都会为我自己的决定负责的
:)

这次准备考试比起上个学期,还相当顺利的
尽管25 aus
或许基础课比医古文也相对较容易
加油!!



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这整个星期，我想我真的过的再精彩不过了
不知道曾几何时，我的笑容不再来自他，
曾经，他的每个小动作总能让我欣喜若狂。
现在，我厌倦自己的心情总是被他牵动着。
现在..
现在..
我的笑容还在。因为另一个他。:)
他并不是突然蹦出来的一个人
他一直都在。
或许，很多人都不看好。
但是，我相信自己的决定
未来不管怎样。我自己负责
你们对我很重要。因为我的无知，差点失去你们。对不起~
知道你们关心我
这次让我自己决定:)

went changi airport to study with KC. super productive.
never study that much in a day b4~ =)
didi came to join us halfway thru.
muahaha. n he actualli quite likes kc.
except for e dress sense.
maybe because of that stupid chem qns.
went 翡翠for dinner :) yummy~

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omg~~~ this is so REAL

I thought I’d address this particular issue today, as so many of our visitors here at Lotus are looking for guidance from the Tarot in such a situation.

The Lovers card is the card to look out for in your readings; it represents a time of choice and dilemma that could have a significant impact on your life.

You may be faced with a choice between suitors or lovers, or whether to stay in a relationship/marriage or leave, and when it comes to affairs of the heart, knowing which is the right choice can be very difficult indeed.

The Lovers card signifies intimate relationships and physical attraction to another, and it’s also about struggling with temptation and establishing who or what you really care about.

The emotion and desire associated with this card is powerful and represents deep love.

Sometimes it may not refer to intimate relationships but to a force that draws two entities together - people, ideas, events or groups.

The Lovers signifies a tough decision and is symbolic of the need to overcome temptation when at a crossroads in your life.

This card suggests a need to maintain a firm belief in yourself, and trust that your own moral values and principles will show you the right path, even when intoxicating forces are tempting you to take the wrong one.

Maturity and integrity are needed, as temptation to opt for the ‘easier’ or ‘most exciting’ option may lead to hurt and disappointment.

However, The Lovers card suggests that sometimes in life, taking a risk can promise greater reward in love.

You may feel trapped and unhappy in a loveless relationship or marriage and want to leave, yet you fear taking the risk.

However, letting go of a relationship that brings no pleasure allows you to be free to attract new love into your life.

This is a risk that could well bring you greater love and joy.

The risk or temptation that may not always prove so positive is indulging in a sexual affair when married or in a committed relationship.

It’s true that sometimes we fall out of love with our spouse or partner and in love with someone else, and such choices can lead to new and more fulfilling relationships, but such temptation can often lead to trouble.

Only you can be the judge of whether your choices are right for you. That’s easier said than done you might say!!!

Of course you’re right! That’s why The Lovers card represents a dilemma, a time of choice that could have a major impact on your life.

So when this card comes up in your reading and you have a significant choice to make, look to your heart and core values to help guide you to the right decision. Several of the membership readings are helpful in a choice situation: the ‘letting go’ reading - a simple two card spread suggesting what you most need to let go of and what you will gain by doing so both the ‘choices’ readings (love & relationship choices and financial choices) and of course ‘what can I expect from my love life’ Quite often when I am faced with a key decision or choice, whether it concerns love and relationships or career and money,

I focus on a question such as ‘should I stay or leave?’ and I then do one of each reading on the site.

I look for the cards and messages that keep repeating, and use this ‘common’ theme to help guide me.
Love and Joy,Alison

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这几天，哭了很多
:(
眼泪泛滥
不止住地往下流

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