xiii: you said move on (where do i go)

title: my first free nite (:
date: Friday, January 29, 2010
time:5:37 PM

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date:
time:3:27 PM

I am suffering from cheer leading withdrawal symptoms):

I tried my best

to bring back the friendship we used to have.

and I guess I did it(:

you are indeed important, very important to me. :D (you probably dun feel so ba)

even though i understand is hard to maintain it in the future, or even now

cause you are busy with attachment while i am busy with school work

I just hope you won't treat me like a stranger

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title: ｓｔｉｒｒｉｎｇ　ｈｏｎｅｙ，　ｍａｋｉｎｇ　ｃａｎｄｙ．．．
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time:2:40 AM

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date: Thursday, January 28, 2010
time:11:46 PM

loves the way i miss you

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date:
time:8:26 AM

mistakes i made for the competition:

1) toe touch basket toss didn't touch my toes. so not considered i done one.

2) missed timing for first stunt

3) dance- din get into my position

4) backtuck basket toss, could have been more solid and tuck tighter

5) cheer basket toss, not a good toe touch also. didn't touch my toes.

6) missed the timing for chair, din went up

7) Macdonld- nearly dropped down after 5 th count of 8.

love my back tuck(:

finally able to do one!

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date:
time:3:41 AM

team LOLLIPOP(:

well done! hugs*

spot ME! **

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date: Wednesday, January 27, 2010
time:11:03 AM

(: today's gonna be a good good nite!

team WONKA!

jiayou!

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date: Monday, January 25, 2010
time:3:00 PM

yup. competition on Wednesday and i still feel so unprepared.

my b tosses expecially.

MIRACLE do happen! don't they?

we can't do anything to ease your pain.

hang on.

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date: Sunday, January 24, 2010
time:9:14 AM

first internship of the semester (:
have to wake up at 620
poor baby have to wake up so early too
and he did it!
thanks dear!

enjoyed the 4 hours there.
is some what similar to a polyclinic i guess
except of the smell* haha.
those old folks were really cute and funny!
most have to queue up for the consultation early in the morning
and yet they were still urban cheerful (:
went to hong lim market for lunch.
the crayfish ipoh horfun was awesome!

had a long long chat with mummy when i reached home.
i always enjoy this kind of talking session.
to update things that happen in school and hall
while she tells me what have happened for the week(:
din manage to study becoz of that.

went down to parkway parade to recontract my phone line.
can already see the iphone saying 'hi' to me
and very unfortunately,
the system crashed on me,
and my application cannot be send to the head quarters.
have to go another day. T.T
iphone says BYEBYE ):

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date: Friday, January 22, 2010
time:4:04 PM

i think i am going to miss cheerleading

|-------------------------------------this--------------------------------------|

much after next wed ):

din do much this training. because of my injured back.

feels a lot better after paying 50 bucks on it.

did really really low b tosses.

few Mac donalds (: (which i am really pleased and proud of)

love my ultra-nice-bases [kunloong, jianye, sebas and kenneth] who treat me chocolate popcorn!

i really can feel the love

hugs*

you guys made a difference in my cheer leading life(:

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date: Thursday, January 21, 2010
time:5:18 PM

just came back from the sinseh.

big thanks to jianye who drove me out(:

50 bucks for cracking my bones within 5 minutes

ouch ouch ouch*

worst training i ever had,

wasn't so bad when i started out with the basket toss.

until the twist part and i landed with my lower back on xuecong's arm.

i tried to control the myself not to cry even though the pain was really unbearable.

but 眼泪不争气

can't believe before university, I hardly cry de.

still rmb during POP for girl guides, everyone cried like mad,

i was the only one passing out tissues to them.

even when i broke up with my ex,

i also din cry THIS much.

after resting, went back to try Macdonald,

din manage to go up for the first try, but the rest i would say is good

until when I fell back and whacked myself against my base.

this pain is even more sharp then the btoss one

i rmbered myself curling into a ball crying.

hh and yihao cooked for me at nite(:

kunlong gave a condom-like chocolate and 玉床(:

thanks for the concern people!

hugs*

my mummy used to scold me when i cry: 哭什么哭, 老爸老妈还没死!

and i will stop.

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date:
time:1:35 AM

disappointed with myself ):

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date: Tuesday, January 19, 2010
time:7:37 AM

* i DUN wan to wake up ):

my lower back is so pain that i can't even keep myself straight.

and Tricia babe is right.

any cough can send my side hurting like never before):

hope i can recover by wednesday.

we seriously need more basket toss training sessions.

immunology today was slightly better.

needs to pay 110% to absorb everything.

finally get to meet PETER after liked one month?

and gosh!

i think he din reply us so as to discourage us from taking up the project.

but we were so determined and haunt him down.

guess I will still be urban busy after cheer leading. (:

had a very long talk with BF the previous night.

guess i was really harsh and said some really unpleasant stuffs.

sorry baby.

BF gets to pop by during the practise.

and i am so glad that he came.

thanks baby(: hugs*

梁文音's concert coming up on 28th January 2009

but my time table clashes with the tickets collection.

* wish there's some kind soul who are willing to give me one little ticket :D

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date: Sunday, January 17, 2010
time:5:21 PM

用手中的流沙画一个你呀
才说过的永远我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗
因为大声说爱你而沙哑

用手中流沙轻描着你的脸颊
也答应说好的未来全部会重画
许过的承诺我脚步会在期待
因为我爱你呀

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date: Saturday, January 16, 2010
time:11:04 PM

this post is going to be an EMO one.

before that, just wanna say that i am so proud of mummy(:
within one day, me and mummy were able to rush out the tail coat for mascot.
10% effort from me (:

went to the Masquerade to reserve the mascot costumes.
11 days to Hall Opening.
happened to see RJ and went to ate MONSTER ICE together
strongly recommend the durian and mango shave ice
would bring mummy there next time. (:
went popular after that to get the PnP's stuffs
spent a bomb there XD

roomie's sis going to help me get mummy first long champ bag from France
double WOOTS!

some of you are pretty concern about my post getting emo.
NO WORRIES babes and dubes! i am FINE.
simply using the blog to share my tots and pour my problems.
i tried not to trouble people bout my stuffs.
haha. i am getting independent!
well. i don't regret any of my decisions.
even if it turns out to be a WRONG one.
that's LIFE!
i don't like to hear people say: told you before liao. see loh. now turn out this way.
HELLO! its MY life.
even if you made a right judgment, i did a wrong turn, that doesn't make me a failure..
(applies to my course, my everything and everything... )

there's something that i wanna let go since 9 mths ago.
and shit me.
its still haunting me.

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date: Friday, January 15, 2010
time:11:26 PM

TIRED. SHATTERED. PICK ME UP WILL YOU?

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date:
time:8:28 AM

i dun feel like going school today.

no idea why i am so tired.

perhaps the long day ytd?

anyway. it was stated in our time table that our lab session is on Friday.

so class ended at 130 and i already planned what to do after that.

thinking of clearing my PnP stuff then out to JP with wanxian to do some grocery shopping.

last minute notification thru email then i realised lab is THURSDAY and FRIDAY.

): there goes my one and only early day.

worst of all. i need to rush back hall to grab my lab coats, change into the proper attire and have my lunch in 1 hr

theres no protocol for us cause it was LAST MINUTE.

and i guessed the prof forgot to.

so we went through the procedure with out protocol.

and it took 1hr +

conducting of the experiment took ages cause there's three part to it, and it takes ages to do.

only one machine and expect us to finish on time?

half of the class gave up by 630.

first time late for cheer.

aunty made one sample of the costume according to my size.

i thought it looks lovely(:

though i am trying really hard to prevent my 'tummy' from overflowing):

got to control diet liao.

hope it's isn't too late XD

did countless of basket toss.

seems like through out the routine.

all i need to do is BT.

think i am improving but not yet to my expectation.

我好像回到以前似的...

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date: Wednesday, January 13, 2010
time:12:59 AM

my one and only 830 lesson for the week XD

used to have 5 eight-thirties lessons in a row (:

dragged myself to school and kept on dozing off for BMS301

Zhao yan sounds really nice but well..

is the content and me bah ):

finally a day without cheer leading practise.

so managed to take a nap before meeting the banner guys to buy materials.

and for the short half an hour,

i dreamt of HUANG HAO locking me in a house full of dogs ):

must be the side effect of kena scared by him and his random cats =.=

only managed to buy the thinners.

had to find time this week to grab the paints and more materials for PNP.

another measurement for the cheer leading costumes.

hope aunty makes me PRETTY (: wee~~

i am eating lesser and lesser day by day.

will i SHRINK?

thanks for loving me.

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date: Tuesday, January 12, 2010
time:12:51 AM

there's simply no time for me to eat a proper dinner ):

miss my tom yam beehoon.

kena A LOT of scolding during cheer leading today.

'Mac donald' failed the first 2 times and was okie after that.

den the basket toss):

feel so miserable.

when can i do a proper one?

school was pretty fine.

变老师looks very friendly and nice.

hope I will enjoy my first half semester of BMS 206

BS 207 prof was too chim to be understood.

as someone who have nearly zero contact with foreigners,

i did have a hard time trying to understand and get what she is lecturing about.

anyway. I pulled myself up 6am in the morning just to give a morning call

which the person din pick up

and don't bother to call back. PISSed!

*HUNGRY*

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date: Monday, January 11, 2010
time:12:55 AM

feeling sick before going cheer.

perhaps too full from wan hui's 21st birthday buffet!

made me so excited about my own one

wish to have one within mummy's and daddy's budget(:

finally completes the 'macdonald' stunts with both me and tricia UP(:

so proud of both the bases and flyers. AI ZAI la!

didn't get to try backtuck.

): kinda of having a phobia now.

school starting in another 10 hours time.

i dunno how am i going to cope the hectic school work together with the cheer leading practices.

but well. no point worrying such stuffs now. XD

looking forward to tml's training

ALL STUNTS UP!

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date: Saturday, January 09, 2010
time:1:05 AM

julian gave us a prep talk ytd.

we are left with 8 sessions to the competition date.

i really hope we are able to win something this year

i believe we do have the potential.

guess each of us need to commit more(:

we can do it!

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date: Thursday, January 07, 2010
time:5:30 PM

一場無味的愛情像個謊話　
甜的時候只相信它
苦了以後每一句都可怕　
人怎麼會如此難以了無牽掛

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time:2:50 PM

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time:2:46 AM

woke up super early to meet mummy at ICA to renew my passport

got a 'surprise' morning call

was told that I need to go through 宣誓 after my 21st birthday

soon i'll be old enough to make my own decisions for BIG BIG thing(:

woots.

another supper yet again(:

didn't have any lunch nor dinner X( no appetite recently

lots of things to do for PNP

school opens on 11th jan

which is coming monday

and i still don't have the mood to settle down and study

THIS IS VERY BAD!

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date: Tuesday, January 05, 2010
time:12:02 PM

its only the beginning of 2010 and i got myself a swollen ankle(:

NICE AND GOOD JOB chanel siew~

got it when i was learning the basket toss back tuck.

its the first time our hall is doing this.

and i seriously hope i will do well.

its a great achievement for me.

would say that my basket-toss improve a lot

but isn't good enough.

gambatte!

oh ya. i wasn't selected to do liberty.

a bit bit bit disappointed

because of the so much time i spent with my beloved bases

fun and cute bunch of people which made me laugh all the time

especially kl and 小花.

never tot i will enjoy cheerleading that much

is the people i guess.

XOXO

my heart is telling me something that i choose to ignore.

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date: Friday, January 01, 2010
time:1:01 AM

is 2010!

hope things will go well for everyone(:

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