xiii: you said move on (where do i go)

title: .aurora's21st.
date: Tuesday, November 30, 2010
time:10:34 PM

my little friend's 21st (:

had dinner at the soup restaurant.

7 princesses + GEL + 神秘嘉宾s

the samshui chicken is awesome ttm!

today marks the end of b'day celebration for the princesses.

i am glad to find this group of friends (:

they probably make all 5 years of TCM worth.

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title: .recovering.
date: Saturday, November 27, 2010
time:8:53 AM

HELLO WORLD!

thanks for the care and concern.

feeling a whole lot better le.

resting and sleeping helps i guess.

have to drag my way to work later.

and I haven got Jocelyn her 21st present.

Starhub ought to be more careful when dealing with bills.

random additional mobile termination charge of 400 bucks

and I have to waste time going down to PS

just to confirm it :/

but oh well.

i hope there won't be a second time.

* threatens to change to Singtel *

exams coming in less than 2 weeks! uhoh.

and i am still very not prepared. ):

SAVE ME!

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title: .inlove.
date: Friday, November 26, 2010
time:10:00 PM

u love me cause i am ONE IN A MILLION (:

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title: .sick.
date: Thursday, November 25, 2010
time:7:45 AM

have never felt like this for so long.

i can't stop sneezing,

can't stop sweating.

and the headache. non stop.

hate being sick*

ATHAR-SAN came and stay over ytd night.

intended to study but we ended up chatting.

as unusual gossip and relationship stuffs.

we simply love doing that.

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title: .princesses.n.the.princes.
date: Monday, November 22, 2010
time:11:06 PM

princess Gretel's birthday celebration

initially wanted ICHIBAN de.

but long long queue. so yup. we settled @ sakae instead.

lovely to see the pair cutting cake TOGETHER!

if only they are REALLY together (:

web-cam-ed with xy laopo ytd.

can see how 幸福 you are

especially with GJ right behind you(:

it's COMPLICATED. isn't it?

chanel is very happy as of 12:40am

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title: .reality.
date: Sunday, November 21, 2010
time:9:52 AM

P.P FTW (:

but christmas tree with toy story isn't romantic at all.

prefer the one in jurong point.

the angels from precious moments are so pretty*

exam coming really soon. REALLY SOON.

followed by Christmas.

then maybe oversea trip with the cheers ppl.

马光 needs help. and i need $.

so will be working this hols.

n OMG.

i realised HO is just one week away from CNY

which means i will have to miss some of the last trainings and rehearsals.

OH.NO.

I don't want you to love me only in your dream.

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title: .unstoppable.
date: Saturday, November 20, 2010
time:10:30 AM

watched this with bf yesterday night.

it was a last minute plan.

haha. wanted to catch potter de.

but it was Friday night, and since the screening only started the day before ytd

not surprise that we couldn't get the tickets.

but then(: this show is NAISE too

thought i will fall asleep

but nope! simple story line but it kept me awake.

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title: .TGIF.
date: Friday, November 19, 2010
time:3:21 AM

dearest AEIN, thanks for trusting in me.

and thank you for listening.

u know what?

I think we can still go travelling when we are old.

without our crying kids.

it could just be the two of us.

or with our 老头子:P

thats one of the things that i wanna do babe.

so JOIN me yeah(:

我不在乎什么天长地久

我只在乎你想不想要拥

一颗真心和温暖的手

在身後陪你微笑或泪流

我不在乎你下次回来待多久

我只在乎这心动前所未有

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title: .holiday.ii.
date: Thursday, November 18, 2010
time:9:24 AM

k at balestier with the princesses.

these pampered girls should seriously take a module on punctuality

lol. came all the way from ulu NTU and I was made to shop alone at TPY just to wait for them.

lots of 老歌 today because of ELA.

met bf for dinner at NYNY.

love the dessert.

thanks for making it happen. (:

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title: .HOLIDAY.
date: Wednesday, November 17, 2010
time:1:30 AM

明知道我爱你

 却不敢靠近你

我假装不在意

 反而痛了自己

 多痛都可以

 不能没有你

 只想永远永远爱你

 你知不知道我也没关系

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title: .duhduhduh.
date: Sunday, November 14, 2010
time:9:34 AM

went Cheryl's birthday party at THREE MONKEYS' CAFE.

pretty babe with the darm hot white dress. HOOTS*

I really like the 'jungle' theme over at the restaurant

and the *paw* cake. so so so CUTE!

met some of the 0635s.

Its been really long since I saw some of them.

I am glad we talked bout it last night.

even though we came out with no conclusion

and with a lot of 'dunnos' and question marks.

i dunno if we made a right choice to carry on.

and you are RIGHT.

什么是爱?

爱和依赖只是一线之差.

and i find it scary now that we don't even know if we love each other not.

tricia bimbo: i am so inspired by yr words

If you don't want it, end it.
If you want it, fight for it.

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title: .tell.me.how.
date: Saturday, November 13, 2010
time:2:39 PM

明知道自己无理取闹

却还是说出了那些话.

u r one in a million.

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title: .love.me.like.this.
date: Thursday, November 11, 2010
time:6:40 PM

Stones, heavy like the love you've shown (shown)

Solid as the ground we've known (known)

And I just wanna carry on

We took it from the bottom up (no no no)

And even in a desert storm (yeah)

Sturdy as a rock we hold (oh)

Wishing every moment froze

Now I just wanna let you know

Earthquakes can't shake us

Cyclones can't break us

Hurricanes can't take away our love

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title: ......
date:
time:7:38 AM

met up with ade-san for dinner at CAN A

it's been so long since we have a proper talk.

我的心碎了.

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title: .i.love.stretching.
date: Wednesday, November 10, 2010
time:1:21 AM

stretching was awesome today.

i was screaming non stop (:

big thanks to LAUREN babe.

though it really hurts, but me still love it.

hmm.

I am disappointed with myself lah.

in time like this,

i wish i can have stronger leg power and arm strength

then, even with the weight now,

the bases will find it much easier to lift or throw me.

but I am happy coz i can do handstand against the wall myself!

such an achievement! (:

to bimbo: thanks for the KOI. (L)

uhoh. 5 days to 金匮.

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title: .SOS.
date: Sunday, November 07, 2010
time:10:01 PM

I dunno how long more can I tahan. FML

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title: .miserable.weekends.
date:
time:3:19 PM

bf's out of town. :D

met up with hy ytd night.

stop being so EMOMO n CHEERup(:

had NYNY.

and i really love the mudpie.

rained and poor us have to share the miserable small hello kitty umbrella

oh well.

got drenched in the end.

I really (L) P.P.

December's coming really soon..

so is the exam.

haiz.

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title: .how.real.
date: Saturday, November 06, 2010
time:12:27 PM

暧昧，是可以推脱责任的游戏，没有承诺就无需负责；

暧昧，是勇敢者的游戏，无畏的人才能在角逐中进退自如；

如果你没有铁石铸就的心肠做软胃甲，那么你就别拿暧昧当爱情...

暧昧是，比好朋友再亲一点，但比情人远一点。

暧昧是，你会常常在MSN等他在线。当他几天没有在线，你就会有些担心。

暧昧是，你会不时去他的BLOG或FACEBOOK看看有没有更新；而且你会留意字里行间，他对你有没有什么暗示。

暧昧是，有感觉，然而，这种感觉不足以叫你们切切实实地发展一段正式的关系。

暧昧是，明白人生有太多的无奈，现实有太多的限制。你知道没有可能，但又舍不得放手。

暧昧是，有进一步的冲动，却没有进一步的勇气。

暧昧是，他不是你的情人，但似乎他比你的情人更关心你和了解你。

暧昧是，你会编一条围巾给他，但大家从没有开始过。

暧昧是，虽然他不是你的情人，但他却会对你说：你对我是十分重要的。

暧昧是，你感冒时有一个会在晚上打电话来，特意提醒你服药，叫你盖好被子早点睡的普通

朋友。

暧昧是，每当他提及他的另一半时，你会万箭穿心。

暧昧是，为了逃避背叛的罪恶感。

暧昧是，甜

津津又同时酸溜溜的。

往往从未开始，已叫人不安，患得患失。

暧昧是，别人以为你们在搞地下情时，你会沾沾自喜。

暧昧是，别人问你们是否恋爱中，你张口结舌。

暧昧是，常常挣扎表不表白。你怕表白之后，你既得不到一个情人，却又失去了一个知心好友。

暧昧是，见到他，你会心跳。见不到他时，你会挂念他。

暧昧是，两个人都会互相猜想。他是不是已经暗示了什么？我是不是自作多情？

暧昧是，每天大家都会聊MSN，会互传手机短讯，无规律地偶然约会。

暧昧是，除了情人节之外，其它的节日，大家都交换礼物。

暧昧是，你很想多走一步，但又怕会吓怕了他。你会很小心流露自己的感情。

暧昧是，两个人没有承诺过什么。但虽然如此，你愿意付出的，比有承诺的情侣更多。没有责任，但你却很渴望去承担，不问回报。

暧昧，是一扇门，你可以停留在门外，也可以踏进房子里面。然后你不可以停留在门下面。门--永远不是终点站。

我们暧昧，我们却不属于对方...

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title: .home.sweet.home
date: Friday, November 05, 2010
time:10:38 PM

(: FINALLY.

pretty good progress for cheer.

even though we only started 3 sessions with the coaches,

but certainly feel that i learnt a lot from them.

target for next week:

1. much proper backward roll and cartwheel.

2. hold my own weight for elevator.

3. lock myself ttm!

poor progress for 金匮.

mid term on 15th and i haven't start memorising any thing.

i don't know if is just me or wad.

but am so not motivated to study compared to the previous module.

maybe it's because of the change in the teacher.

current 老师 doesn't test us everyday and he's a bit slack lah.

long breaks during lesson. zzz.

or maybe i am easily distracted by cheers.

and i realised i will always 失眠 on the 1st training of the week.

will keep recalling the things we did and the mistakes i made.

i am gonna be so dead next-next coming week.

biz fin presentation, mid term, plant bio lab report.

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title: .tuesday.blue.
date: Tuesday, November 02, 2010
time:7:48 AM

I don't want to win arguments.

I want to win hearts and minds.

nightmare FTW.

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title: .900th.post.
date:
time:12:19 AM

had my first com lab quiz today(:

result was released immediately right after the paper.

i guess i really really likes calculations a lot

studying for biz finance was much easier than the TCM module.

even though i cldn't rmb the formulae and have to spend time deriving them.

training tml again. kinda of dread the backward roll.

i think i have a phobia towards it. FML.

Goguma couple (L)

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title: .寂寞.
date: Monday, November 01, 2010
time:7:45 AM

强迫自己去看你的幸福.

才不会成为你的俘虏.

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