xiii: you said move on (where do i go)

title: .last.post.of.2010.
date: Friday, December 31, 2010
time:11:49 AM

2010's pretty a good year I guess.

I took part in HO with the most united cheer team

am really glad to be part of the team.

even though we lost,

we shed our tears and fought hard.

love* team lollipops.

sort of miss those practising days.

went Shandong with mog clique

1st time for me and i really enjoyed the trip

even with all those constant ji-siaoing from them

i know you guys love me so much that you all can't help paying attention to me. LMAO

my 21st celebration!

the people i invited are those who i wanna kept them as friends for life(:

thanks for coming my angels(:

having such party certainly isn't easy.

so much things to plan and settle. poof.

i can't imagine preparing for a wedding!

must be 10 X/ 100 X more difficult.

got to thank my bf and parents for that. muackx*

found a job in 马光.

and i am still working there now.

planning to stick to them till i fly to BJ.

have always wanted to work as clinical assistant.

so sort of a dream come true for me.

i love servicing people and of course, being appreciated. XD

even though my colleagues were young

but most were already happy mummies.

I wanna be a mummy too (:

bs901 project for HK trip.

my first experience on researching.

malaria can be so cool and fascinating.

but the counting was certainly a headache for us.

to think we'll be doing it again this hols XD

and because of this project, i get to know my group mate better. (:

love you guys*

and the HK trip!

din know it would be so FUN(:

the princesses really make the trip worth.

and hongkong ROCKS!

school start and i got a new roomie.

EX-roomie, i miss you. :(

but i adapted quite well i guess.

moe's really quiet and nice.

so not much a problem staying with her. (:

started intern ship programme in school

and i realised that so much things i need to learn to be a good 中医.

my motivation!

and i realised whenever i told ppl my course of study.

they immediately shoved me their hand and asked me to 把脉

seriously.

i am not 神医 XD

Joined cheerleading again (:

we have coaches from aces and things progressed really fast.

the freshies zai

and with such excellent coaching.

it's no wonder that they have high expectations on us.

JIAYOU xavers!

but actually other than that,

i din join any other activities in hall.

year three liao. 我真的老了.

to my dear bb(:

things went up and downs and up and downs *repeat* for us this 2010.

i hope 2011 will be a better year.

though seriously, i think there will be more obstacles ahead of us.

XD oh well. we'll make it through right?　

i wanna spend my last day of 2010 fruitfully

*pray hard*

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title: .last.day.of.the.year
date:
time:2:41 AM

31.12.2010

tell me how much you love me.

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title: cheer #02
date:
time:1:08 AM

missed the previous training.

me n tricia learning X out.

din really understand how it goes until i see this video.

wow*

pretty challenging and difficult sia

seems like a lot of strength needed.

but really hope we can do it!

den tried liberty

followed by heel stretch.

LOL.

i haven't did that for years!

the feeling was good

tried toe touch.

and i realised i cun open my legs.

hurts like mad*

): so disappointed with myself.

oh well. try again on monday.

looking forward to the countdown tml(:

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title: .sick.
date: Wednesday, December 29, 2010
time:2:39 PM

home sweet home*

I thought I felt much better
so went to meet chingu with aein.
tried this new jap restaurant at marina square.
the ramen was pretty good.
but somehow i dun have the appetite to finish it.
(:
happy to meet up with the ladies.

i love gift exchange.

went for the bms bbq after that.
and i felt really sick.
quite sad that i can only eat marshmallows and potato.
):
din go for cheer at the end and went kc's place.
wanted to go home initially.
but it was way beyond my curfew.

i can't even walk properly.
giddy and headache.
really hate to be sick
feverish and swollen eyes.
the best thing is i left my spec in hall.
and i forget to bring along my medicines for swollen eyes and fever.
so only pop 2 pills for flu.
if only i can take panadol. ):
so baby had to keep changing my wet towel to keep my temperature down.
really sweet of you*

i promise i will takkaire of myself. hugs*

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title: .cheer.#1.
date: Tuesday, December 28, 2010
time:12:42 AM

i don't think we are back to square 1 this time.

in fact, i see lots of improvement(:

not sure bout the bases.

but the flyers really improve a lot.

especially flexibility(:

lots of heel stretch then followed by basket toss.

good learners and the team learnt pretty fast.

and my first back tuck this year of training.

without much preparation for it.

and hack!

I am glad I did it!

even though I would say it's still far from perfect ):

but I guess its a good start.

too bad bimbo twin wasn't here today.

her btoss is my target.

get well soon babe.

i wanna see you soon.

and i have no idea where i got the cough from.

non stop until now almost no voice le.

the BLOODY thing doesn't hurt during cheer.

but killing me now. FML.

and bf is angry with me for not taking care of myself.

hm. i kinda of felt loved.

thankew baby*

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title: .randomii.
date: Sunday, December 26, 2010
time:10:30 AM

lol. did any one realise i perm my hair?

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title: .random.
date:
time:1:12 AM

You never realize

how much you like someone

until you watch them

like someone else.

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title: .it's.holiday.FINALLY.
date: Saturday, December 25, 2010
time:12:14 PM

went cycling with p.p partner

all was good until i fell down. ):

got myself a big big bruise on my right knee.

that bloody wound hurts so much!

went back to hall after that.

and met hsien yeow for awhile.

hope everything goes well for you kor.

then xlb buffet with the hallies(:

we had so much fun stuffing ourselves with the steamboat.

only managed to squeeze in 10 this time.

2D1N bintan trip with the hallies.

initially tot it will be quite an awkward trip for me cause bf's not going

and i am only close to a few of them

but ended up

me had lots of FUN!

and i realised how cute some people can be.

especially the non sporty rec sec.

goodness.

hes really darm CUTE!

n because of the injuries,

i can't participate in any water games. ):

*though the rest din manage to play due to low tide* *evil grin*

but managed to ride elephant, horse

tried air rifle, archery and flying fox.

dinner at oleh oleh market.

and played hanming's game!

quite similar to running man.

though i was walking all the way.

haha.

we lost the game and had to help with supper making. ZZZ.

drinking session at night.

surprise that I managed to survive and din get drunk(:

*proud*

but had to suffer from the allergy effect after one day.

itchy rashes sprout *

and it's christmas TODAY(:

merry merry christmas!

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title: .hungry.makes.ppl.crazy.
date: Wednesday, December 22, 2010
time:12:16 AM

sometimes someone

comes into your life

that changes everything

raises the standard

makes you laugh

and makes you feel like you

there is something about him

that you can't put into words

and even though

you re not with him

you don't want to let him go

nostalgic|bliss. tumblr

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title: .uhhur.
date: Tuesday, December 21, 2010
time:10:05 AM

I was dead tired ytd that i fell asleep almost like immediately after i hit the bed.

and i slept full 9 hours.

so so so satisfied.

and i forced bf to go NEX with me.

i agree that the shopping mall is huge.

but the shops there can be spotted elsewhere too.

and i kept bumping into didi and his gf.

pretty sweet couple(:

tall and slim*

i am going to cut my hair later. all ready for 2011 (: woots*

我知道, 我们和你们不能做比较.

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title: .sorry.
date: Monday, December 20, 2010
time:12:18 AM

So sorry that I loved you

Sorry that I needed you

Sorry that I held you tight

And I'm so sorry for...

Making you love me and saying goodbye

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title: .undo.everything.
date: Sunday, December 19, 2010
time:10:32 PM

I am really tired after two days of work.

one more day den i can really enjoy my hols le.

was planning to work during weekdays and go back hall every night for cheer.

dunno if i can survive not. XD

wish me luck men.

当你的世界,再也没有'我们'

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title: .cute.
date:
time:12:09 AM

散場的擁抱我還在燃燒
但妳心裡的浪潮拒絕讓我看到
妳煎熬不肯定什麼是最想要
愛才又像樂園又像監牢

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title: .day.1.of.holiday.
date: Friday, December 17, 2010
time:10:47 PM

睡到自然醒! (:

是爽的loh.

went JP with aein and pehseah.

so tempted to go shop shop*

they are right, new year isn't too far.

so we need to get new year clothes le. (:

*hint baby*

The Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader Poster

Narnia with dear(:

next up is Rapunzel.

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title: .its.HOLIDAY!.
date:
time:10:42 AM

我终于自由了! (:

biz fin suck lah.

didn't manage to finish the paper.

nearly fall asleep while reading the super long questions.

oh well.

i just wan a 'S'!

made supper for hallies.

glad that sandwiches turned out pretty okie!

and the xiao balls balls *named by 猪咪*

it was a GOOD GOOD night

felt a bit at a lost of what to do now.

gonna be real busy and packed next week.

have to work for three consecutive days. *pity that i can't send 老师 off this time as well*

P.Plove.

den xlb buffet with hallies.

the secret two days getaway with them.

Christmas.

shutdown* de bbq.

cheerleading.

and shit. i nearly forget bout the 病案s that we had to submit by EOY

but for now. i just want to relax(:

gonna meet baby for narnia later.

*Can't wait*

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title: .can.i.dun.have.any.title.for.this.post.mood.
date: Thursday, December 16, 2010
time:12:29 PM

Didi's going NS on 7th feb.

I will miss him for at least 10 weeks. T.T

and the saddest thing is

i probably can't send him off cox of school.

*cry*

really can't bear to see him going through trainings and trainings.

hope he will be okie. hugs*

and poor daddy 'n' mummy.

they will be so lonely at home from then on.

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title: .PMS.MOOD.
date: Wednesday, December 15, 2010
time:11:58 PM

felt really upset now*

Christmas is the season of sharing.

who do I share with then?

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title: .like a fool.2am.
date:
time:4:27 PM

title: .LOVEfortodayonly.
date:
time:6:18 AM

i LOVE plants. i LOVE plants.

i LOVE plants.i LOVE plants.i LOVE plants

i LOVE plants. i LOVE plants.

i LOVE plants.i LOVE plants.

i LOVE plants.

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title: .GONGCHAftw.
date: Monday, December 13, 2010
time:8:27 PM

finally get to try it.

someone's been really sweet today.

willing to company me after work just because I wanna get gong cha (:

yeah yeah yeah! three more days to end of exam!

weeee~~

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title: unwanted
date: Saturday, December 11, 2010
time:7:27 PM

felt unwanted*

don't play with me.
my paper heart will bleed.

and awww. christmas coming. (:

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title: .bye 老张.
date: Friday, December 10, 2010
time:1:28 PM

it's over.

the paper isn't really that easy even with all the hints 老师 gave.

especially the 名词解释s

bet 老师 will roll his eyes when he mark my ridiculous ans! lol.

yup. signed up for twitter like FINALLY!

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title: .tired.of.studying.
date: Thursday, December 09, 2010
time:6:34 PM

you are not pretty, u r beautiful.

I don't want to live with you, but i live for you

if you leave me, i won't cry, but i'll die.

I LOVE YOU

sweetass.

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title: .Grenade.
date:
time:8:14 AM

'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

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title: .难念的经.
date: Wednesday, December 08, 2010
time:9:03 AM

don't know if i can blog it.

but oh well. no mentioning of names should be fine i guess.

hmm.

Girl A is upset that Boy B has to study oversea when he initially don't wanna go.

Boy B is also upset cause he's very reluctant to leave the girl.

deep deep love i guess.

My bf didn't ask me to stay.

only ask me not to act cute so often and grow up (stop being so childish)

so that I can survive there ALONE.

and actually I dun really feel the unwillingness to go for Beijing

even though sometimes i do feel that our relationship may not be able to withstand the long distance.

are we abnormal den?

City harvest kopitiam for dinner again.

Jeremy kindly drove us out and parked his car in the nearby temple.

then the funny thing is:

the temple is closed by 8 and tada.

by the time we finished our dinner and done our grocery shopping.

the car was trapped and we have to take bus 179 back.

we couldn't help laughing over it seriously XD

yihao's cooking dinner tonight.

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title: .back.and.NOT.ready.
date: Tuesday, December 07, 2010
time:5:12 PM

was sick over the weekend.

vomited on sunday night. X(

超恶心的.

then no appetite till today.

the only 安慰 i can get is to lose some weight by the time i recover :)

went over and stayed at bf's house ytd.

really sweet of him to wake up in the middle of the night just to rub my back.

thankew baby*

back to hall early in the morning.

make bf wake up early to eat breakfast with me.

Prima deli's chiffon is so pretty and yummy*

better than all the porridges that i have been taking since sunday. (:

why do i have a bad omen?

like NOW?

2 days to 金匮.

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title: ..UnFaithful..
date: Saturday, December 04, 2010
time:1:48 PM

accompanied didi to get his prom stuffs
he's too tall to fit the blazzar well.
helped him to get a vest instead.
i'm sure didi loves shopping with me(:
since i will pay for everything.
and i love shopping with him.
cox' he carries everything for me.
happy afternoon spent. (:

met up with the 'no friend' girls
(:
and yup. we missed POTTER again.
ended up chatting at a random jap restaurant at the ulu TB plaza.
n i realised, i shldn't complain bout my relationship.
mine isn't too bad after all.
at least he's in singapore.
unlike for the girls.
and darm. i will be in BJ 8 mths later for 2 yrs.
how am i suppose to survive?

oh btw. today is our 20th mth.

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun
And put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore, anymore

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title: .thinking.
date: Friday, December 03, 2010
time:9:12 AM

one more week to JinGUI(:
i got a GOOD GOOD feeling this sem.
please don't disappoint me!

BITCH*

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title: .girls.
date: Thursday, December 02, 2010
time:7:26 AM

yup. I wanna wake up early to study that's why i am here.

since my 1st paper is almost one week away.

and i only started a bit* T.T

met up with the 6 girlfriends ytd.

they are still very pretty, slim and awesome*

i felt totally like a kid next to them, without proper make up and dressing.

had 鼎泰豐 (:

XLB tasted so much better compared to the crystal jade's.

and i realised raffles city got lot's of pretty restaurant.

had fun listening to them complaining bout their boys.

with happiness and 幸福 etched on their face.

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