xiii: you said move on (where do i go)

title: .gone.forever.
date: Thursday, March 31, 2011
time:9:30 PM

I shouldn't CRY.

Women are sensitive, they over think every little thing and they care way more than they should
and that's what makes their love so strong.

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title: .endless.cycle.
date:
time:12:54 AM

yeah(:

DONE with Pathology quiz.

if not of those repeated questions from PYP, i think i might just easily flunk the paper.

it's also BS-DAY!

lots of games+ great buffet+ fav. goodie bag+ eskimo milk tea

but ): simply not good enough compared to KOI or Gongcha.

watched gnomeo and juliet after the quiz.

really cute characters and am surprised how closely it refers to the original plot.

reminds me of the sec 2 days where we actually staged part of the story.

and of course, this is again a HAPPILY EVER AFTER.

kids nowadays certainly have high level of understanding.

amazed that they can actually appreciate the jokes in the plot and LAUGHED OUT LOUD

and kept really quiet when the scene goes sad.

dinner @ 鼎泰峰.

小笼包ROCKS！

next up: Viro report and FYP meetups with prof.

I have endless things to do.

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title: .momomo.
date: Wednesday, March 30, 2011
time:6:34 AM

okie.

9 more hours to patho quiz.

slept early yesterday because of the irritating headache.

i hope i won't fall asleep later in the cinema. Haha.

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title: .presents.from.xiaoyuan.
date: Tuesday, March 29, 2011
time:10:39 PM

DIY french manicure using xy's dior kit (:

thanks babe!

next time dun spend such money on me le.

just come back more often for dinner (L)

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title: .headache.
date:
time:10:01 PM

arghhhhh.

why headache the day before patho?! poof*

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title: .aww.
date: Monday, March 28, 2011
time:10:21 PM

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

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title: .random.
date:
time:5:38 PM

*picture like this melt my heart totally.

and for a moment.

i actually wish to have such sweet fellow next to me.

for me to hug when i am down.

for me to pinch when i am happy (:

but reality is: i am really really scared of animals.

HAHA

Pathology quiz on Wednesday.

can't wait for it to be over.

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title: .just.another.post.
date: Sunday, March 27, 2011
time:8:45 PM

i should really consider shifting to tumblr.

so many meaningful photos and pictures.

here's another one that i really like (L)

(via toxicwings)

lol. maybe not the point on puppy.

i don't mind fishes. (:

awww. the last point is AWFULLY SWEET!

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title: .random.thoughts.
date:
time:1:32 PM

I am not being emo or wad.
just a sudden realization.
hanming was right.
there are ppl who deserved to be kept in my life.
others are meant to be just HI-BYE.
trying my best to keep everyone doesn't makes me happier i guess.
:D

I admit, sometimes i do neglect ppl.
so big THANKS to those who still stick to me despite of that.

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title: .Girls' language.
date:
time:9:41 AM

if i didn't call you, it's because i am waiting for you to call me.
when i am mad and i walked away from you, follow me.
when i pushed or hit you, grab me and don't let go.
when i am quiet, ask me what's wrong.
when i ignore you, give me your attention.
when you see me starting to cry, hold me and tell me everything's gonna be alright.
when i say it's cold, hold me tight.
when i stare @ you, i wan a kiss.
& when i was about to give up, say you won't let me go

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title: .i.am.finding.
date:
time:12:50 AM

(via toxicwings)

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title: .worth.it.
date: Saturday, March 26, 2011
time:7:37 PM

Follow your heart.
sounds simple yet so hard to do.
there's so much to think about.
and so much to consider. :\
can someone show me the way?

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title: .screwed.up.
date: Friday, March 25, 2011
time:9:22 PM

the quiz was easy
IF ONLY i memorized all the tiniest details.
:D

looking forward to PATHO.
shall hide in room to mug for the next two days.
*stressed*

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title: .半情歌.
date:
time:8:09 AM

你的明天有多快乐不是我的

我们的爱是唱一半的歌

时间把习惯换了伤口愈合

也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福一半甜的一半苦的

像我手中冷掉的可可

最最教人残念的总是未完成的

我只能唱著一半的歌

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title: .iwanFriday.
date: Thursday, March 24, 2011
time:11:43 PM

FYP topics will be out by tonight.

*exciting*

but the thought of meeting profs scare me. ):

met ex-roomie-san for breakfast this morning.

i love harshbrown (:

viro test tmr morning.

wanna get over it FAST then i can start on Patho.

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title: .What.are.words.
date:
time:7:26 PM

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most
What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone
And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side

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title: .want.
date:
time:12:33 AM

I shall save $ for this

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title: .omg.
date: Wednesday, March 23, 2011
time:7:01 PM

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title: .tired.ttm.
date:
time:7:37 AM

omg. i think i am very physically and mentally drained.

i slept more than 6 hrs each day

and sometimes even took naps in the afternoon,

but still, was so reluctant to wake up in the morning.

after the clock striked 12, it's even more obivous that i can no longer concentrate and have to head to bed.

and i still fall asleep in class!

it wasn't like this before recess week.

and during intern-ship ytd,

for no reason i felt giddy and nausea.

it scares me. really

i wonder what's wrong.

too much an event recently?

the 温病 exam stole my soul away？

too much things to think about?

i dread Thursday's lesson.

930-530 with pathetic one little break. FML

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title: .this.is.life.
date: Tuesday, March 22, 2011
time:6:40 PM

Simply adore every that hour of the day.

the world seems to be brighter now.

anw. new teacher for my new bf- 各家学说

seriously. i was so bored by the intro.

hope things will get better when we get to the content.

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title: .Agree.
date: Monday, March 21, 2011
time:8:35 PM

愛情像石頭

會摩擦起火

熱的爭吵

冰冷的互動

暖和的相擁

來回纏鬥

妳蒙面展開搜索

(若無其事微笑逼問口供)

派耳目

一路跟蹤 (誰動作像蝴蝶誰講話太像蜜蜂)

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title: .thats.how.i.felt.
date:
time:11:13 AM

When the whole world says, “Give up,”
Hope & Faith whispers, “Try it one more time."

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title: .ACES.FTW.
date:
time:8:18 AM

:D
awesome day spent.
met rj for lunch @ hk.cafe (IMM)
the wanton mee wasn't very nice but the iced milk tea was exactly the same i had in HK.
*loves and misses*
hunted present for our dearest bimbo-chan.
and we bought this really pretty hello kitty which happens to wear this red and yellow dress.
how glad we were when we saw bimbo in gold and red.
the kitty matches the owner (:

first time attending such cheerleading competition as a spectator.
mini-cheerleaders are the best cause they are super cute*
they made me wanna send my kids to such CCA next tme!
their cartwheels, bow and arrow, scopions macham FREE to show.
love their flexibility and their innocent smiles :D
and yea! i get to see many awesome stunts from the tertiary level.
their are really zai!
theres such a big different from hall CC and SNCC.
and BIMBO-CHAN!
i am so proud of you.
you are SO SO SO SO GOOD!
( you have to date me often now! )

it's a pity ACES only managed 2nd runner up this year.
but still CHAMPION always
next year must clinch the title back!

lesson only starts @ 130
so yeah. still slacking @ home.
we sort of quarreled last night.
i am such a failure. really. and yeah FYL AND FML too.
i know i have been trying to shift blames to him.
horrible EX-GF.

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title: .i.just.want.to.say.something.
date: Sunday, March 20, 2011
time:10:08 AM

I felt so pampered.
literally.
like a princess.
everything was so natural that we fell without knowing it.

I will think of you occasionally.
checking my phone unknowingly to see if there were any msg from you
but at the same time
I haven really thought about what i really want.
seems like i am trying to avoid those thoughts.
I don't want to regret.
but at the same time, i don't want to make the wrong decision.
I know its unfair for you when I kept asking you to give me time.
sorry.

i want my ECP cycling and the stingray XD

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title: .bms.love.k.
date: Saturday, March 19, 2011
time:11:15 PM

went teoheng @ NTU alumni club.
it was AWESOME!
it's cheap (each person only $6.25 and we sang 6 hrs)
and the system seems better compared to the one @ katong.
well atleast the battery for the mike lasted for 6 hrs.
and they really let us sing for full 6 hrs even though we are 1/2 hr late.
woots. bad part is the walking distance from buona vista mrt.

dinner @ holland V
and ice-cream at onelittlescoop.
yummy max*

i can't wait to see BIMBO in performance tmr!
(: JIAYOU LOVE.

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title: .it's.OVER.
date: Friday, March 18, 2011
time:10:04 PM

(:
paper was OKIE.

met up with kc.
had pizza hut.
we talked and laughed just liked before.
it's a habit
to call him dear, baby, darling etc
and the urge to hold his hand
hook his arm.
simply can't control myself.

oh well.
let me think about it.

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title: .BYEBYE 温病学.
date:
time:7:45 AM

i realised i tend to blog really often now.

including very little things.

and in 5 hours time,

i will be fred from my current love- 温病

WOOTS.

i simply can't wait.

though there will be a viro quiz next week

followed by the horrifying patho test in the following next week.

and a report to be submitted before APRIL.

how do i not 'love' march?

but i shall enjoy this weekend ttm before i worked on them.

cause this RECESS WEEK doesn't exist.

to be exact, it never existed since yr 1 sem 1.

OH WELL.

加油！:D

P.S. my smile changed from :) --> :D

and someone did realised.

i am smiling bigger and wider.

so ppl don't worrying about me.

i am FINE.

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title: .cute.
date: Thursday, March 17, 2011
time:8:41 PM

P.P 呜呜呜妈妈说虽然你对我很好我也很喜欢你甜甜的样子可是最后只会伤害了我.

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title: .i.dun.want.to.get.out.of.my.bed.
date:
time:9:36 AM

(by Valerie Santibañez)

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title: .all.that.i.ever.wanted.
date: Wednesday, March 16, 2011
time:11:16 PM

BEST THINGS ABOUT HAVING A GOOD BOYFRIEND.
Goodmorning texts.
Late night phone calls.
Falling asleep on the phone.
“Babe, guess what?”. “What?”. “I love you”. (everyone does it)
I miss you/I love you random phone calls.
Being grabbed by the waist.
Kisses, especially on the forehead.
127817392 photos together.
You guys fight, you walk away .. he comes back for you.
He’s always there for you, through thick & thin.

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title: .bimbo.love.
date:
time:6:11 PM

(: thanks for the post specially for me.

am very very touched*

even though you're not with me, me totally can still feel yr love.

so don't worry bout me k? I am doing really fine!

me not crying le. :D

so babe, wipe yr tears and tahan for few more days.

its gonna be OVER real soon.

and you will have yr life back!

anw 加油 for that special day babe!

for i will be there to cheer u on!!!

hugs* and yes! ICE CREAM FTW.

I LOVE YOU TOO (:

(: and xiaoyuan.

thanks for the concern and care that you showered over these few days.

Let's go and support tricia on 20th!

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title: .Gnomeo.where.are.you.
date:
time:12:13 PM

anyone wants to watch this super cute movie? :D

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title: .AWESOME.
date:
time:12:23 AM

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title: .mummy.
date: Tuesday, March 15, 2011
time:9:40 PM

I think my mummy knew what happen.

she always know.

when I broke up with Jon few years back,

she offered to bring me to parkway that particular day.

and determined to buy every piece of things I liked during the trip.

and same for now.

she asked daddy to treat us seafood feast on saturday.

and made him bring me to my fav. punggol nasi lemak after my work on Sunday.

she bought my fav. 炒虾面

(but I only managed to squeeze few mouths of them)

she packed my bag, make sure i have enough apples and coffee (my daily doses of need)

and she checked on me @ the middle of the night.

she never asked about my puffy eyes.

she called to ask if I reached hall already

and tell me not to think so much

suggested me to go for mac breakfast tml morning and mug there.

she knows how a good bf will make me happy the entire day.

I am lucky.

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title: .realization.
date:
time:9:50 AM

my messy life.
nothing much changed
and i wondered what's wrong with me.
the only change i did was the fb status.
still wearing the ring as if he nv left me.
I am glad that at least mugging keeps me distracted most of the time.
long talk ytd.
and i sprouted quite a lot of rubbish.
I DUN EVEN KNOW WHAT I WANT NOW.
met any loser like me?

再見愛情，我一定讓自己讓自己決定(堅定)
再見到你，我一定讓自己，假裝很堅定

and yeah.
deepest apologies to yansee, jiahui
i din realise my exams were so late until ytd.

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title: .mugging.day.1.
date: Monday, March 14, 2011
time:8:41 AM

feeeeeeling much better when i woke up this morning.

reality bites but still would want to thank many.
i am overwhelmed by the concerns
from sms texts, to immediate calls, to even fb messages.
some like aein and rj papa even check on me daily just to make sure i am fine.
thankew so much.
really appreciated it.

我告訴自己如果她轉身我就抱住她結束分手
但她沒有回頭
只能看著她心痛的離開

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title: .workingday.
date: Sunday, March 13, 2011
time:9:27 PM

suay MAX.
cramp the entire day.
wanted to leave halfway cause the pain was unbearable,
but they need ppl desperately.
so really bobian.
prescribed some medicines myself (:
i would say it was a good attempt.
still hurts like mad.
at this point of time, i really hate being a girl.

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title: .i.am.lost.
date: Saturday, March 12, 2011
time:9:13 PM

I felt like a zombie.
made myself study and cry till 3 am this morning.

I am the one who insisted on it
and yet crying over it.

it's so hard on me.
wake up @ 7+
couldn't help tearing the moment i was awake
the feeling suck.
i wish i don't have to face all this.

met Jiahui for NTU open house.
collected lots and lots of pamphlets for didi
worked from 130-600
nothing much for me to do.
except for holding the big board and wondering around.
it's so hard to smile.

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title: .swollen.eyes.
date:
time:8:20 AM

I thought I can handle well.

anw. thanks for the concern people.

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title: .its.an.ending.
date:
time:1:26 AM

we are so near to 2 yrs.

and i ended it.

so sorry.

but i know it's the right choice. takkaire.

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title: .revenge?.
date: Friday, March 11, 2011
time:10:38 PM

suddenly 2012 feels so real.

earthquake hits Japan, triggering tsunami alarms everywhere else on the globe.

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title: .hall.closing.2011.
date:
time:12:13 AM

my last hall- closing ceremony.

one of the events which i never fail to go for the past threeeee years. (:

dinner @ can B before that

the response was so overwhelming that we were blocked from entry.

have to pretend to be the back stage crew and sneaked in. kinda of exciting!

but already no seat le.

so me and kenneth have to stand right @ the back through out the entire performance.

poor old man complained bout the back ache after tat.

and as usual, hall 1 never fails to wow the crowd.

i think their winning factor, other than being very synchronized and coordinated,

very importantly, is the # of dancers they have.

they were so good that i just keep wanting to see more!

and of course, they reminded me of my primary school days.

hall 15 crunchies were awesome too!

FIGHTING!

anw. i am so looking forward to tmr.

i wan my chicken chop badly*

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title: .wish.
date: Wednesday, March 09, 2011
time:9:19 PM

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title: .tuesday.happy.day.
date:
time:4:41 PM

dinner with RJ (:

n it's pehseah's 22nd birthday!

haha. she seems really touched*

urban disappointed*

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title: .simple.as.that.
date: Tuesday, March 08, 2011
time:6:24 PM

But how do you know which person you love the most when you’re confused by chemical messages travelling throughout your limbic system? - Bones

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title: .weiting's.bday.
date: Monday, March 07, 2011
time:11:35 PM

dinner celebration @ AOBA.

seriously.

i dun think their ramen is any better than ajisan one.

but anw.

it was my bestie birthday(:

hope u'll stay pretty and happy always!

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title: .hall.production.2011.
date: Sunday, March 06, 2011
time:11:04 PM

went hall production on sat night.
had to rushed down from work.
nice of bf to come and fetch me (:
awfully sweetened*

and first time me tried having dinner @ the bus stop.
it was okie until an aunty told her baby granddaughter
' see? jiejie eating her dinner. must have study till very late. '
0.0

and all thanks to our princess melissa :D

the show was okie.
PLAY in a PLAY.
would be better if the director were to have more parts.

supper with the laojiaos @ ECP
awesome stingray + satays + bbq chicken wings!

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title: .guilty.
date: Friday, March 04, 2011
time:11:33 PM

This is the few times that i actually forget bout our monthsary.
Happy 23rd mths bf!
glad that you rmb and reminded me.
if nothing goes wrong. we'll be celebrating our 2 yr anni.
looking forward to it.
time flies arh.

hectic weekend. ):
work from 9-6 tml
then got to chiong down to ACJC for hall production.
sunday got to meet the girlfriends to celebrate ting's birthday.
will be staying over @ BF's place tml.
which means i have to pack my barang barang every where i go.
and i wonder why i brought so much notes home, when i won't be able to touch much.
exam's coming in 2 weeks time. FML.

next weekend can't go home too.
got open house on sat den followed by another day of work.
for the sake of $! (:

you are indeed important.

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title: .from.RJPAPA.
date: Thursday, March 03, 2011
time:11:54 PM

one regret, one love and one mistake

i just want to rmb every bit of it.

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title: .tired.yet.awake.
date:
time:3:34 AM

okie. teh-peng really works on me.

physically tired but with a clear mind.

just came back supper with jy rj n mel. XD

talk pretty much about relationships.

hmm. I used to believe in fairy tale story.

not literally princess with her white-horse-prince.

but a happy ending

but now. i only wish for the happiness TODAY.

had farewell supper with 69 for jeremy.

he's leaving tmr le.

even though we are not like friends who met up very often

but we'll definitely miss him.

have FUN there 猪咪!

and awww. xiao yuan came back for the gathering as well.

really glad to see you pretty babe! (:

yes, Tricia-bimbo. haha. not like i owned a house of them.

do take care of yourself during training.

FIGHT ON! 20 more days(:

P.S. I am glad that we can still chat normally. (:

thought there might be awkwardness etc.

你玩不起的承诺，

我输不起的游戏。

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title: .random.
date: Wednesday, March 02, 2011
time:4:40 PM

to my dearest XY:

the one who love LV is my mummy.

i merely carry hers.

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title: .happy.day.
date: Tuesday, March 01, 2011
time:11:15 PM

dun like buc c @ 5. T.T

i am in a good mood today.

but i have no idea why.

maybe because of the meet up with aein and chingu.

or maybe i know i will be meeting bf tonight (L)

went dinner @ Manna's story (:

awesome Korean restaurant!

i can easily finish two bowl of rice with that spicy chicken!

looking forward to weekend!

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