Tmr will be 1st October
the china's national week, which also means holiday for us! weeeeeeeeeeee~~
so yes, we are heading to 长白山 tonight.
going with china's tour and will be taking sleepers train.
 all this gets me really eggcited!

i rmbered going 上海,苏州,杭州 last year during this period.
it was mega fun but tiring trip with my girls.
but from then on, i have never gone any trip without my current bf. opps.
ikr, 中色轻友.
i think my girls felt so, but none of them say it out yet.

i just completed my rounds in 消化科.
wasn't too bad cause we get to see how 胃镜 and 肠镜 was done.
and recently me and bf watched a lot of movies on pp stream.
i know, we ought to be studing or at least revising, but zzzz
we rather waste our afternoons and nights away on good shows.

oh yes, ck's bestie coming over after the october holiday, so i predict mad hours of my bf's time will be spent with him.
and yeah, i probably get to eat all good food in beijing again while they do the visiting!






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Congrats on my bestie being 'officially attached' on fb (:
I am really glad to see someone who loves, dotes and treasures you.
LDR not easy i know, but don't know why it feels like it's gonna last like shit for both of you!
big *hugs* for you!!



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weird dreams through out the night.
i dreamt that ahma wasn't dead, she was merely sleeping in the coffin
and she wakes up occasionally
and we took turns to stay beside her.
i woke up many times and when i went back to sleep again,
the dream flows on. like a drama.
and i clearly rmb a scene
where my ahma was crying, singing a song
and i hug her in my chest.
she was cold. and her clothes were dirty and stained with blots of blood.
it wasn't scary at all.
but enough to keep me thinking.




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 as mentioned there's nothing much at viva to eat, weo we ended up going to the Annie's @ 国贸

 free flow of bread, very very very nice! served warm!

 my funghi porchini, managed to eat half only and shared the rest with my baby
 baby's Ravioli di Ricotta e Spinaci, which i think tasted really weird. prefer chinese dumplings!
 our half Capricciosa and half Annie’s Pizza. thin and meaty.
 kelly's tonno
 ngai's Risotto con Asparagi, very healthy choices!

birthday girl with the pleasant surprise from the restaurant.
a free tiramisu, birthday napkin and bag hanger.
mabbie cause i wasn't feeling well, the food din taste as fab, infact the tot of my tomato based pasta gets me nausea.but my girls and ahkun enjoyed themselves.
customer service was super good i must say.
when knew i was having flu, the waitress changed my cold water to luke warm and got me huge pile of tissues. *thanks sweetheart! you made our day! *

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 my baby <3 br="br">
 i have no idea what's wrong with us when we ordered this 盐酥鸡,which caused 36rmb. the portion was miserable.
 奶黄包, me ordered cause i thought it was  流沙包.not tooo bad.
baby's wanton mee. he loved the soup and the dumplings.

and wtf, i am sick again.
got to build up my immune system this time..

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first, i dun blog just to whine and complain about stuffs.
i blog to remember.
so my beloved friends who see this, dun worry k?
i am very very FINE :)

ahma's gone for a month.
pretty emotional ytd cause my period's came.
guess i made a right choice to pon intern then.
i still can't believe she left before i can see her for the last time.
now i can only see her through those cny photos.
and wtf, i didn't take any photo with her this last cny.
we were supposed to celebrate her 80th birthday next year. and i thought i could intro ahkun to her by then.

you know there's always this cliché sentence: treasure the person before she/he's gone?
i truely understand it now. really.
come to think of that, i could have do a lot of things with ahma.
but i choose not to.
i just thought i can still wait
or it's not necessary.
she took care of me since i was born, and mum took me away when i was 6.
i probably can't understand her pain and loneliness back then.
so everytime when i went back msia, when she asked me to sleep with her, i rejected her.
i chose to stick to my mummy.
i am such a bad bad bad granddaughter.
and when she was sick for the 3 months, i was no where near her.
awe, i managed to find my last photo with her. she's grinning!

i dread seeing those really old patients during internship.
i am just so jealous and sad
why are they living while my grandma had to go?

and anw, my memories failing me, i can't recall some names of places and things recently.
not helping when i am in 神内,getting real paranoid.

and yeah, been busy with buying winter stuffs for my parents!
they might be coming over during december.
can't wait to bring them around for good good places and food.



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i am so lucky to have the bestie who check on me time to time. thanks babe!

anw, i am a whole lot better le.
most of the time i wasn't emoing, unless i am alone and doing nothing.
but i do try to recall everything happen which happened less than 2 weeks ago.
because i don't want to forget every single detail.
i felt so much better when i go back to the hospital for the internship.
although at times, i will feel unfair that those patients get to live and lead their life normally but my ahma can't.
but most of the times, i felt that my ahma is a lucky woman who live till the age of 80.
she was a healthy woman before the disease hit her hard.
i will say at least for 79years and 10 months of her life, she wasn't suffering from pain in her body.
the only problems she had were high cholesterol and maybe weak legs.
she has no sign of dimentia at all, her brain was always working good.
so she only suffered 2 months and bid us good bye.
although i still blame her sometimes for not waiting for us, but am happy that she don't have to suffer anymore.

i love you ahma.

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